Today is one of those pleasant afternoons where I enjoy sipping some warm latte in the al fresco lounge of our cafeteria. I've spent many a time spring of last year here at the same spot, just staring at the sky and marveling at the beauty of life. Isn't it nice to reflect and keep your mind off things for a while?

It always makes me wonder how people like me cannot settle and enjoy a short moment, as if everyday is a thrill waiting to be experienced. I'll be soon over and done with my own thrills and adventures. I want to take myself out there, to the real world that consumes almost everyone- where the only thing that matters is making a living and living a life.

Something deep within is asking me a question. I spent days and nights thinking of the what ifs. I let myself drown in a sea of thoughts, of endless conversations in my head. I end up falling into a slumber, hoping that in my dreams, there is the answer.

Life is simple. I just make it too complicated. I enjoy moments like this, having all the time in the world to dilly dally. Life is too beautiful to be wasted on doubts, fears and anger.

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