On My Way to Neverland

I cant put myself to sleep last night. I don't know but the sweet december air should do its magic in lulling me to sleep. I have just finished reading two books in a row. And I have again traversed the road to geekiness.

So I lie awake staring at the starless sky and in a few minutes, the rain started pouring. I pull my sheets closer and still, I cant fall asleep. I opened Pinky and started writing in my Macjournal. You know what I came up with? I came up with 10 agenda. 10 things I have to do on or before 2010. Those were silly things. One of which includes buying my mom and myself an original LV bag. But the number one in my list was to do good in my job, whatever it is. I'd be happy if I'll get to accomplish some, if not all, of the things written in there.

I finished writing in my Macjournal. Locked it with a password. Closed Pinky's clamshell and went to bed. Still, no chance. I lie in my back, in my side, turning and tossing. I got up again. I remember that I have these questionnaire on English grammar given by Maui in my not-so-active-but-quite-active-GMG-days. I got a pen and started answering page by page until I yawn and tired myself out.

I closed the lights. Started humming. Started thinking. What will I be in the next two to five years. What have I achieved by then. What. Where. Who. When. Those sorts of questions just did the trick. I journeyed in my own Neverland.

Fade to black.


Dexter said...

Hahah, I'm sure you'd do more than just "good" in your job. Kaw pa! If there's anything I've come to know about you, it's that you give your heart to everything that you do. Absolute best - 110%, ika nga. Heheheh. :D

Jacqueline said...

dex!!! ngayon ko lang to nabasa. aysows!!! di naman.... hehehe.

Dexter said...

and did I ever say that you're so modest?? :P sya sya, happy new year na lang poh. :D