how it feels to be lonely

So i missed 2 big celebrations. My brother's graduation dinner, and alyanna'sbirthday dinner. wow. such a loser jackie. hmmmp. I'm with them in spirit though.

For 10 days i am alone. Alone in our store, in charge of the kaha and the whole business we have there, and of course, alone in my room. But anyhow, i learned the art of reflecting. Just after reading the newspaper for the day, i kinda learned to stop and think about what's going on here on earth. and also think about how my dad feels and what he's thinking if he's alone in the room.

Being alone may mean being lonely, but then it gives you a new thought, a refreshing learning, far from the idea that you're like stranded in an island. I may have felt that i'm at the end of the world, and have learned how it feels to be lonely, but i also realized a whole lot of things. i realized the value of a family, of respect, of being loved, of being wanted, and for some reasons, of being adored (haha! in connection with this, i have one story i'd like to share in a few days hahaha!)

and... right now... I just realized that tomorrow is September 11. First day of 2nd year 2nd term.First day of the "major" term! Good luck to us... Just dont forget to ask for guidance whatever we may encounterin the next 3 months :)

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